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Mahirap magexpect kasi hindi naman kayo. You know there’s something pero hindi mo alam talaga kung ano ung something na yun kasi hindi nga kayo. There’s no commitment.

Mahirap din na may kahati, alam mo un kapag magkasama kayo parang ang saya saya nyo then bigla lalabas na lang sa bibig nya ung pangalan ng taong yun or something tungkol sa taong yun from the past. Alam mong wala kang karapatan magreklamo kasi hindi naman kayo, wala ka rin karapatan magalit kasi hindi nga kayo. Kaya masaktan ka man or magselos ka man, wala kang magagawa kasi what do you expect? e hindi nga kayo di ba.

Kahit na gusto mong maging committed sa kanya hindi mo magawa kasi pakiramdam mong may iba pa rin syang gusto at pakiramdam mo may iba pa syang priorities other than you. Oo syempre gnun talaga may other priorities but the thing is parang nagiging “option” ka na lang. He still depends on other things before he decide on something for both of you.

You keep this things in yourself kasi ayaw mong masaktan mo sya, ayaw mong magkaron kayo ng conflict. Pinapakita mo sa kanya na things are normal… that there’s nothing wrong… but deep inside nasasaktan ka na at alam mong may mali. Mahal mo kasi sya at ayaw mong nakikita syang malungkot. Mabuti na ikaw masaktan rather than him.

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  1. You cannot please people. Even if you can, fact remains after few weeks/months or so it will change. Its hard to accept realities, we need to face it though.

    I can relate to this as I did the same thing to my ex-girlfriend. Difference is we have commitment.

    As I have told you the other day, communication is important to a relationship. If one cannot face the truth of communication he/she is not ready to face commitment. Kung patuloy kang magpapakabingi, magpapakapipi, just simply tell the one you like/love that you are not ready. Sana kung magboboyfriend/girlfriend ka bingi nalang, malay mo siya responsableng boyfriend pala

    I know it sounds out of topic though somehow relevant. =)

    Mabuti nang mangtwo time ng hindi halata kaysa mag-two time ka alam pala nung isa

  2. tulad nga ng sinabi ko sayo kahapon ikaw na mainitiate na kausapin xa.. pero mas maganda kung kayong dalawa lng.. PLUS,, pinost mo sa fb, pinost mo sa plurk, pinost mo pa sa blog.. ee,, naiinis ata si jm pag ganun.. mas magandang kausapin mo muna xa bago ka magpost ng nararamdaman mo.. pero sure ako na you are not just an option.. opinion ko lang po..

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